kurangnyee...aku .... bsyukur....

Lepas 1 , 1 diuji, mgkin xnpk tp, stlh di pk2 blk... mgkin ade hikmahnye...

Bbrp mggu lps, talian telekom umh, tputus, petir la tu..... lm gk xde tenet.... sigh~
Aku plak xde kt umh tym ofis hour....
Hampir 3 mggu kot xde streamyx coz line tepon xde.

hahahampess

Then, bila dh ok, syiok2 nk men, mouse plakkk buat hal
Dh xmo gerak. pffttt, ade la nk dkt 1 week xde mouse, lenguh jariii...

hahahampesss

Then ble dh enak2 sme dh ade....tup2 ble dh bli mouse, mlm tu plak, lampu blek xde
die duk men liplap2 cm disco. peneng aku
Aku rs br je tuka bulb. dh la bulb die ke ats, mn ckup tggi nk gode2...

hahahammpesss


skrg sume dh settle except lampu tu, mlm td xde. dennggg

Tapi, aku xnpk disebalik Allah tarik nikmat sikit2, silih bganti, aku msih xbsykur.
Bsyukur sbb aku ade hp yg ade tenet (hahaa...over...bmusim je tu), then, aku ade cursor pd lappie yg boleh digode2.
N aku msih ade lmpu toilet n lampu hallway, nk tumpang chya msuk ke dlm blek....cume kurg privasi...

Itu br sket Allah tarik nikmat. Aku xtau klu byk..... xsedar dek untung betollll


So, ucaplah Alhamdulillahhhh syukur kta kpd Allah...

aminnnn, insyaAllah

.........

I'm so confused wif myself now.

Ya Allah, give me strength to handle these things ^_^. amin ya rabalamin......

(tears inside, no feeling, no spirit... haihhh)

my lover.... d love of my live :)

I luv Him....

He alwiz called me 5 times a day, now I want to call him 2-3 times per day....

Ya Allah grant me with ur strength n bless.

Him=He=Allah

He called me when Subh, Zuhr, Asr, Magrib, Isya'..... I luv himmmmm

SO, I called Him during Dhuha, tahajjud, taubat, tasbih...... Allahuakbar!!!

Astagfirullahalazim

Subhanallah

Alhamdulillah

Allahuakabar

La ila haillallah

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yarahmatan lil alamin...

sometimes i feel like useless
sometimes i feel like a loser
sometimes i feel that i'm too ignorant
sometimes i feel that i want fly high

but sometimes only

the truth is

i feel that i'm not good khaliph of Allah
not even a good daughter
useless cause alwiz complained here n there

neva be grateful even for tiny lil things
that i felt that i'm too snobbish at times

Ya Allah, do grant me ur nuur for me
to be a better Muslimah,
better daughter,
better audiologist,
better ummah :)

I alwiz complaining, but neva b grateful....
Ya Allah, too many things u have gave me
A happy family , a good education, good life
Good car for me to go to school, college, work
Good clothes to cover my aurah
Good food for me...

I promise that I wont eat in any syubhah restaurant anymore
I promise that I wont pleased any1 , juz to b updated with fashion.

I just want to be a good servant to YOU,
I just want to make YOU happy,

You alwiz gave me everything I needed.... Alhamdulillah...
I want to be a better person day by day....
I want to spend most of my time to seek for your forgiveness.

I know I'm not that pious, by I will try...
InsyaAllah,,,,with Your bless.


It's Rabiulawal..... when heard this " law kana bainana" song, I really missed Nabi Muhammad SAW, he is maksum, but he neva forget to do sunat prayers........... oh no..... i'm just normal human being but, rarely do any sunat prayers..... how far I am....... 

Naluurii... seorang ibuuu...

Assalam,

Arini tgh2 dinner... erk dh bis dinner ,

M: ape beze fb n twitter
A: Bla3x.......pjg lebar menerang...kui3x...
M:pastu bla3x....
A: x.x.x...
M: si polan xfollow kamu ke>?
A: eh, awl2 lg die dh follow
M: Nti die kawen dgn org lain
A: dgn sp?
M: dgn gf die la
A: bia la die nk kawen pun
smbile xplen pjg lebar...

hahahaa...... bgong je....bkn dialog sbnr.

pd aku, jodoh n pertemuan d tgn Allah, sapelah kte nk beria2 plan or beria2 menidakkan takdir....

bila td mmg lam kete, jem teruk, terfikir...

cmne klu aku kawen dgn X (bkn name sbnr)
msti dh xbest sbb aku dh kenal die dr ma3x... huh!
dh knl sgt prangai dia
dpt ke aku thn perangai dia yg mcm tu
adoiii..... mgkin best sbb kwn tp kawen??? u;ll neva know...

hurmm then terfikir if aku accept dot n dot... tbe2 byk plak pilihan idup ko
hehe... mgkin doa kwn2 :p
tp mreke x ensem
xknl lgsung dorg
nti dorg jht
nti susah laaa tlampau plek... marrying ppl u dont even know a bit bout them
tp best... sbb ms tu la bleh explore
explore mcm2
bsabar
knl hati budi masing2
bljr utk mengenali
bljr utk btolak ansur....

.....n d decision unresolved.....

then mmg dh twr hati dgn X tu... hahaha...... tp nth la, tipu gle klu kate xsuke die but mgkin xcinta kot...dangggggg

hahaha...ok ape aku meraban niiiiii..... syndrome kene keje ari sabtu, so feeling2  kejap...

xpe la...... wht future has 4 me is still gloomy, but for d time being i;m hepy n enjoying evry single day of my life n alwiz pray 4 d best 4 all muslims out there.... aminnnnnn....

idup ni skejap je, jgn dikejar sgt cinta manusia..... ... kejar lah cinta ALLAH...... sesungguhnya Dia xpnh lupe untuk mencintai kita, stiap ms...... kdg2 rs Dia bg magic pn ye jgk ....hehehe... Alhamdulillah......

Hepy bday Mommy!!

Alamak thun ni lupe nk blog psl bday mak saye... hehee...

Alhamdulillah, smoge mak dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezki n diberikan kesihatan yg baik.

Dh bg 2-3 adiah awl bulan.

So, sok nk amk 1 lg surprise utk mak sy..

tu je la, mkin tua mkin mls nk type2 ni.... huh


Till then, wassalam

Perbezaan budayaaaa....

Hrp maaf, i dun like tulis tjuk skema. japg org leh google, then jdkn aku nye post sbgi rujkn.

eh hrp maaf, bhse rojak n xckup xtanah ni.

Ntah nape nak bg tajuk tu...

Mgkin sbb tgh ckp dgn Una kot, die xtau ape mksud "meh"

Meh bhsa pantai timur,,,,,ok sila tnye org yg lg arif laaa...hahah...mls nk ctee...

Ampunnn mkckkkk..... google la... spt ang google TTM td...

Bdw, TTM= teman tp mesra :P


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Owh... ape aku nk buat ni. sj busan. pnt keje. erkkk ke pnt btweet? peneng ble kne bc journal, rs mcm kne buat thesis. hahaha

Ermmm.... sok bday mak aku yeay!

Igt nk bli kek BR, but abg aku nk join, jd tggu sabtu ni la, so sok xtau nk bli ape.

Stkt ni dh bg 2 adiah... n more to come... demand toiiii...hihi

Ermmm........... any ideas??

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Mulai arini aku nk ckp perkara+ve je... mls la layan mnde2 -ve niiii

hihi............ more mission to b accomplished...

slh 1, nk kawen tahun ni???? buleh x>? walaoooo, xde calon lg *verangan* hehe

ermmm bia laaa.... itu cita2 n matlamat aku tuuuu... hehee....

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Hadoihhhh kan best bday abah 24, n me 27... dh ujung2 bln.... bday yang len2 pn sme awk org ujung bln, tp mak aku je spesel tgh2 bulann... hihi... waaaaa gaji cpt masokkk!!! nk g ganu lg ni!! nk g spore lg!!! hehe... nk g cameron lg! eeemmmm.... langkawi!!! bandung !!! tambun!!! ok... enoufff cuti2 mesia .....~

m.a.n.u.s.i.a.w.i.

ola!

Arini aku nk ckp ttg sesorg yg cm haremmmm.......... adoishhhhhh

bdk ni aku mmg xsuka, dr aku stat keje kt tmpt br, aku knl die, ok la, xtau pape but die tua n msuk awll 22 ari dr aku,  so die blagak. mmg aku xtau la ape die buat ari2...lyn utube n men fb game!

so, aku bg la keje.....dh tu, xkan goyang kaki je dtg opis. dh la vacuum br skali dlm ms 3 bln keje ni weh??? dasatttt so aku xtau die tu keje ape sbnrnye??? toilet pn kotor? ok xkan aku nk cuci gk kan? klu cmtu pe kate ko plak jd aku, then aku buat keje2 cleaner ni? mcm syiok je leh tgk utube n fb games w/o feeling guilty.

So, pd ptg jumaat ekkk, aku dh slmt gtau ank boss. haha, tp xsmpt catch up dgn ank boss, die ade cls phd plak sabtu tu. hahaha....ok xsbr nk menanti ari sok, tp sok aku ade urusan... siap la klu akk tu kuar dr kul 11-3...... pendek kt, aku kne bkerjasama dgn org kdai bwh laaa.......tgk die nk kuar amk ank ke amk nenek kebayan ke apeee smpi xbuat keje.

haha.... nk dijadikan cte, awl2 dlu aku xske attitude die, aku tgh ckp, ajor die filing or mcm2 lg, die bleh maen sms, ym, jwb call, tnpe ckp pape of feeling guilty. ok x dgr hotfm la tu, bbuih dh iklan tu kt radio. ok aku sbr, mgkin die xrespek aku sbb aku mude... fine.... aku xksh org xrespek aku, but if xrespek keje sdri.... sdri mau pk laaa!!!

then, tiap2 bln MC

then, die klu kt nk g byr kete kt bank, kemain lame weh....2-3 jam wehhhh....
aku plak xtau , mn bleh kuar ats ursn pribadi

then, mggu ni die wat hal, ari2 kuar kate amk ank, but see diz flow, blk umh amk adk, anto g skolah, amk ank, anto blk umh, amk adk len kt tmpt keje, then anto die, n anto mak die. ok dlm ms 3jam jgk. ok, stau aku.... cmpny lame, if u exceed 2 jam includes ur lunch hour, means u kne amk cuti. so, doakn sok, aku akan jd singa betina plg garang skali di dunia ok???? hahhaa....

bab die type keje aku bg 2 helai 2 ari, 3helai 3 ari br siap. xpe la, mgkin xske menaip. haahaha....fine xmo dh suh die buat....lembap , aku xnk kutuk lpsn spm ke ape, tp aku rs tgk ct nurhaliza tu, lpsn spm but ade cmpny sdri. sme org bleh bjaye wehhhhh............ko xnk majukan diri , mmg la org xnk bg ko pape. ske ati laaa... hahahaa, mgkin dlu sbb tu die kne buang dr keje goment keeee??? wondering wonderpet ;p

ok, pape pn, aku xpnh kisah or cara die, aku suh keje 5min xgrk lg, last2 aku buat, pastu tbe2 nk brebut buat dgn aku. whattt deee heellllll? tgk....aku xmcarut cenggini wehhhh............. aku nk sound, tp aku rs aku 2 org je keeje kt branch ni. klu die tikam aku dr blkg, xke mampuih aku sorg2??? hahhaaa...

so, aku cume nk ckp :
sok aku akan gne borg report kuar masuk, tulis dpn die, n suh die tulis if nk kuar, diz is new rule! u like it or not, u have to fill it....PAHAM!!! aku xksh la ko nk ngumpat aku ke bagaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, hahahaha. Allah lebi mengetahui sp yg die pihak benar.

ptut la aku rs, org2 mcm ni smpi mati pn xkan bjaye, bpk die polis, aku wonder gler, cmne 14 org leh duk dlm 1 flat berek polis yg ade 1 blek tu je??? org2 gtu kan ske mkn R*****! haha, then ank2 pn gelp hati nk blajo. then die pn keje pn makan gj buta. smpi ble pn kturunan ko xkan maju dowh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaa........ eh tu konklusi aku pn, aku xhina bpk dia, just wondering, dh blaki ank2, duk dgn parents? xke loser namenye tuuuuuuuuuuuu??????????

pape pn xsbr nk gosip dgn ank boss lg sok, cte bdk tu dtg lewat 45 minit w.o feeling guilty. duhhhh!

10 di tahunnn baruuu doploh dobleh!

Hi! Ola... Good evening!

bbrp ari ni xon9 sbb line tepon umh cm haremmmm.... pffttt

byk nye musibah dtg 1 persatu.... n sme pun bg pgjrn bgune tuk khidupan

xpe la , blajar drp pglmn la kannn? hihi

#1 - I can survive on my own, jgn bgntung hrp pd org. Bgntung pd Allah lg baik.

#2 - Cinta Allah yang hakiki... alhamdulillah, sy lebih tenang skrg, setenang name ku... ketenangan :)

#3 - More mature, heeee,.....thun ni dh 25 lah, mak aku dlu dh ade ank sorg lerr.... aku ni... apa pun xdakkk.... haishhh :p

#4 - Bln ni sgt urghhh bajet larikkk.... ayokkk.... tp klmrin dpt claim nye... hihi... alhamdulillah, rezeki. Allah mmg tau ape yg tsirat dlm hati2 hambaNya.

#5 - Stand 4 ur own right. org pun xbrani pijak

#6 - Jgn sekat rezki org, nti Allah sekat rezki kte.
#7 - idup ni xperlu nk sakitkn ati org, kte idup skali je, mude pn skali, so enjoy je la. have fun with ur fmly n friends. jgn la nk mdengki mcm dunia nk kiamat. bdw, itu choice yg kte pleh, so ble xok, jgn la nk dgki kat org,,,, got it?

#8 - myb new yr ni, rmi duk bli planner nk plan mcm2, but alwiz rmmbr Allah is d best planner ever :)

#9 - still hoping for d best 2 come on my way................... aminnnn ya rabb.

#10 - tharu sbb ade abg yg tnye plan CNY, wpn bliau dh kawen..... dlu ms die kwen ade skit sdeh, sbb i knew his wife tu geng dgn ku.... so no prob lerrr.. hihi