kurangnyee...aku .... bsyukur....

Lepas 1 , 1 diuji, mgkin xnpk tp, stlh di pk2 blk... mgkin ade hikmahnye...

Bbrp mggu lps, talian telekom umh, tputus, petir la tu..... lm gk xde tenet.... sigh~
Aku plak xde kt umh tym ofis hour....
Hampir 3 mggu kot xde streamyx coz line tepon xde.

hahahampess

Then, bila dh ok, syiok2 nk men, mouse plakkk buat hal
Dh xmo gerak. pffttt, ade la nk dkt 1 week xde mouse, lenguh jariii...

hahahampesss

Then ble dh enak2 sme dh ade....tup2 ble dh bli mouse, mlm tu plak, lampu blek xde
die duk men liplap2 cm disco. peneng aku
Aku rs br je tuka bulb. dh la bulb die ke ats, mn ckup tggi nk gode2...

hahahammpesss


skrg sume dh settle except lampu tu, mlm td xde. dennggg

Tapi, aku xnpk disebalik Allah tarik nikmat sikit2, silih bganti, aku msih xbsykur.
Bsyukur sbb aku ade hp yg ade tenet (hahaa...over...bmusim je tu), then, aku ade cursor pd lappie yg boleh digode2.
N aku msih ade lmpu toilet n lampu hallway, nk tumpang chya msuk ke dlm blek....cume kurg privasi...

Itu br sket Allah tarik nikmat. Aku xtau klu byk..... xsedar dek untung betollll


So, ucaplah Alhamdulillahhhh syukur kta kpd Allah...

aminnnn, insyaAllah

.........

I'm so confused wif myself now.

Ya Allah, give me strength to handle these things ^_^. amin ya rabalamin......

(tears inside, no feeling, no spirit... haihhh)

my lover.... d love of my live :)

I luv Him....

He alwiz called me 5 times a day, now I want to call him 2-3 times per day....

Ya Allah grant me with ur strength n bless.

Him=He=Allah

He called me when Subh, Zuhr, Asr, Magrib, Isya'..... I luv himmmmm

SO, I called Him during Dhuha, tahajjud, taubat, tasbih...... Allahuakbar!!!

Astagfirullahalazim

Subhanallah

Alhamdulillah

Allahuakabar

La ila haillallah

...................................

yarahmatan lil alamin...

sometimes i feel like useless
sometimes i feel like a loser
sometimes i feel that i'm too ignorant
sometimes i feel that i want fly high

but sometimes only

the truth is

i feel that i'm not good khaliph of Allah
not even a good daughter
useless cause alwiz complained here n there

neva be grateful even for tiny lil things
that i felt that i'm too snobbish at times

Ya Allah, do grant me ur nuur for me
to be a better Muslimah,
better daughter,
better audiologist,
better ummah :)

I alwiz complaining, but neva b grateful....
Ya Allah, too many things u have gave me
A happy family , a good education, good life
Good car for me to go to school, college, work
Good clothes to cover my aurah
Good food for me...

I promise that I wont eat in any syubhah restaurant anymore
I promise that I wont pleased any1 , juz to b updated with fashion.

I just want to be a good servant to YOU,
I just want to make YOU happy,

You alwiz gave me everything I needed.... Alhamdulillah...
I want to be a better person day by day....
I want to spend most of my time to seek for your forgiveness.

I know I'm not that pious, by I will try...
InsyaAllah,,,,with Your bless.


It's Rabiulawal..... when heard this " law kana bainana" song, I really missed Nabi Muhammad SAW, he is maksum, but he neva forget to do sunat prayers........... oh no..... i'm just normal human being but, rarely do any sunat prayers..... how far I am....... 

Naluurii... seorang ibuuu...

Assalam,

Arini tgh2 dinner... erk dh bis dinner ,

M: ape beze fb n twitter
A: Bla3x.......pjg lebar menerang...kui3x...
M:pastu bla3x....
A: x.x.x...
M: si polan xfollow kamu ke>?
A: eh, awl2 lg die dh follow
M: Nti die kawen dgn org lain
A: dgn sp?
M: dgn gf die la
A: bia la die nk kawen pun
smbile xplen pjg lebar...

hahahaa...... bgong je....bkn dialog sbnr.

pd aku, jodoh n pertemuan d tgn Allah, sapelah kte nk beria2 plan or beria2 menidakkan takdir....

bila td mmg lam kete, jem teruk, terfikir...

cmne klu aku kawen dgn X (bkn name sbnr)
msti dh xbest sbb aku dh kenal die dr ma3x... huh!
dh knl sgt prangai dia
dpt ke aku thn perangai dia yg mcm tu
adoiii..... mgkin best sbb kwn tp kawen??? u;ll neva know...

hurmm then terfikir if aku accept dot n dot... tbe2 byk plak pilihan idup ko
hehe... mgkin doa kwn2 :p
tp mreke x ensem
xknl lgsung dorg
nti dorg jht
nti susah laaa tlampau plek... marrying ppl u dont even know a bit bout them
tp best... sbb ms tu la bleh explore
explore mcm2
bsabar
knl hati budi masing2
bljr utk mengenali
bljr utk btolak ansur....

.....n d decision unresolved.....

then mmg dh twr hati dgn X tu... hahaha...... tp nth la, tipu gle klu kate xsuke die but mgkin xcinta kot...dangggggg

hahaha...ok ape aku meraban niiiiii..... syndrome kene keje ari sabtu, so feeling2  kejap...

xpe la...... wht future has 4 me is still gloomy, but for d time being i;m hepy n enjoying evry single day of my life n alwiz pray 4 d best 4 all muslims out there.... aminnnnnn....

idup ni skejap je, jgn dikejar sgt cinta manusia..... ... kejar lah cinta ALLAH...... sesungguhnya Dia xpnh lupe untuk mencintai kita, stiap ms...... kdg2 rs Dia bg magic pn ye jgk ....hehehe... Alhamdulillah......

Hepy bday Mommy!!

Alamak thun ni lupe nk blog psl bday mak saye... hehee...

Alhamdulillah, smoge mak dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezki n diberikan kesihatan yg baik.

Dh bg 2-3 adiah awl bulan.

So, sok nk amk 1 lg surprise utk mak sy..

tu je la, mkin tua mkin mls nk type2 ni.... huh


Till then, wassalam